haix..the day just goes on so dull and boring..had to go out with yvonne and shawn to discuss bout the VE project but in the end, she cant go..so went to ask hilary out instead lor..went to tpy outside the library mac to discuss and do homework together..though we had fun times there ba..but deep down inside my heart, it just doesnt feel good la..haix..quite down now due to some matters..haix..hope all these unhappiness will tide over soon ba..as we studied but i just feel sad and depressed inside..many things just come by at one go la..haix..kept buying fries and share among the 3of us there la..we kept talking bout the sec3 camp la..miss it so much..tinking back of it..it was reli very fun la..i wanted to kayak with someone de but that person couldnt go for that camp la..haix..reli regret that moment of time la..when i didnt go for that camp, that person went..and when i went for this camp, that person couldnt come la..haix..see how sad it is..haix..onli some ppl know who is that person la..hahaha...tmr gonna be another day where i wish all my unhappiness will not surround me...anyway today did my homework finish and now still wondering bout that person and my life..haha..hope everything will sorted out neatly soon ba..haix..still suffering from sadness..anyway gtg le..bye..



sheep, hope u will be alrite soon k..dun tink about that matter anymore ya..cool down k!!

brandz.panguin.

lately didnt post anything cos quite busy with many stuffs lately..for example, like my sec 3 camp..it was super nice k!! though the food doesnt look godd in appearance..but when u r super hungry, it just taste nice too..though during the camp, we have tough and fun times..but it was really so much better than other camps that i have gone to..FIRST DAY, came to ch and we have briefing about the camp, all my frens were happily brging lots and lots of tidbits..but in the end, all kanna confiscated..haiz..had our recess after we were finally dispatched to our campsite. i have gone to that camp for like 3times!?!?! hahhaha..but this time was much nicer..so..when we reached there, we were shocked as immediately had our lunch..so fast la!! went our huts and settled down for awhile first...after that had some interaction with our instuctor..then we had to go for our high elements(Rock Climbing). When it was my turn, i climbed up and was stucked halfway and after that my hand was like so stff that i couldnt go up anymore that i had to drop already. So stiff that the instructor had to help me bend my wrist...thxs alot k!! After that, we went to walk on a rope and fortunately i passed!! At first thought its goin to be scary but in the end, it was not..so fun!!hahaha...Then we had civil defence module..kind of boriing as i have alr learnt it..The damn face shield just couldnt allow air into the dummy la..after that, had our dinner and we had some jokes from our instructors, suddenly..some of our frens were missing la..they wanted us to play "kidnapped"..so thrilling..after awhile found our teammate, but nice..hahaha...didnt regret goin for this camp..super nice!! and this camp was the first i had in my life that lights out at 10.30 la..hahaha...so early!!hhahaa...
2nd day..woke at 5plus and it was super cold in the morning due to the sea breeze la..ahaha...then went to wash up and report at the dining hall at 7am..had yam cake for breakfast and after tat, went to do the high elements called (Broken Bridge). it was like 2 to 3 feet high..so scary but in the end completed it..so nice!! my legs was like shivering when the planks just keep swaying la..when i came down..still trembling alittle..hhahaha..but it was reli nice..went t0 see marcus do the high elements..and he did quite well...nice one marcus!! After everyone have complete, went to do the nitro crossing where we had to use a rope to cross over the "acid river". We took at least 35mins la..kind of long.. but it was memorable..after lunch came our fun le, we went for kayaking and water confidence where we had to hold everyone hands and go into the sea..it was super nice la..after that we went to take our kayaking boats..planned to do with yvonne de then saw michella not reli happy doing with yoong leng..so exchanged with her lor..but somehow it was quite fun la doing with Yoong leng..splashed water on him and had fun together lor..hahaha..swam around with him can be quite fun too la..so nice..after that went to rinsed ourselves first..then went for abseiling and suddenly one of my teammate got injured and everything was delayed..but nvm la as long as our teammate is fine jiu hao le..but unfortunately had to send hospital..so sad..then didnt get to do te flying fox..but did the abseiling, went down and got no control of the wall la..cos my shoe no friction anymore so somehow dropped down quite fast la..luckily got glove if not my hand injured liao le..in this camp, the worst injury i had was when someone from other class suddenly run and acci hit me in my cheek bone..super pain la that time..and back to story, after that had campfire in the nite...it was the best moment in that camp la..hahaha..me and randal had to act a scenario of the titanic la..hahaha..we were the best la!!ahahah..called on the teachers to the fire pit and we danced chicky dance all together la...super fun la..hahaha..and each group had to performed something and some were touching but some were sort of boring..but it was all worth while la..as we say good things will not last long...the next day everyone cleaned the area and went back to school le..if there was someone else in this camp, it waould have been so much nicer la..too bad that person had to go for another camp sia..haix..


miss u so much in these 3 days la sheep..

brandz.panguin.

haiz...the holis just seem to pass so slowly..how i wish i will be able to go back and see my frens agn!!hhaaha...past few days didnt have the mood to post..but i just didnt know i have inspiration to post today..haahaha..Ytd had to pass something to my fren and after we went to watch movie together la..and it was super funny and love story la..so touching the last part..the show is called MALL COP..ppl should go watch ba..and actually i haven finish my homework and i go watch movie le..so gonna be dead man..still got forum to do sia..sian..tmr will be my biggest day agn man...all the best to my AC4!! Jia you !! We can do it!! hahaha..tmr not free agn..haix..so early in the morning have to get up from my bed..haiz..anyway gtg le..bb!!


R u busy lately??

brandz.panguin.

wa..today quite busy sia..went back sch to follow mrs tan to the Discovery Centre and the Army Museum for the foreign students and the whole trip was quite interesting and some parts boring la...the most funny part was when randal was called to follow a video on how to perform indian dance and he was freaking funny..but it was a good try..then went around the museum..finally we talked to Little george the robot and Yvonne was like talking to it like, "Wanna shake hand?" Then Donavan was like wa..lagging ah..it was super funny la..hahaha..got a great time there la..but unfortunately that person was not there, if not it will be so much better..hahaha..TOday was super hungry and when we went to the cafeteria and everyone quickly rushed to buy la..and altogether i bought 2 hotdog bun, 1 potato chip and i packet of candy floss la..(no wonder im quite plump)...hahaha...otw back to sch, i was so tired and decided to sleep on Donavan hand lor..so comfy,,hahaha...anyway i gtg le..bb!!

brandz.panguin.

haix..everything just seems to be going the reverse direction..had PTM on fri and mdm Tham said that first two weeks is alrite but after that, i started to get moody and restless and tired in class..assuming that im so tired..but i dun feel tired leh..then still tell me not to bottle things up..then got back my report book and realised that i failed both my language paper..badly done man..then ytd had to go back school for training that ended at 4pm but waited for someone until 7pm then went home to change myself then went out agn with my fren to tpy and saw Brenda at a hair saloon..hahaha..today morning had to go out and take a project from my fren too..and it was like so early in the morning..then smsed someone while on the bus..haix..i have to spend my holis allmalong or maybe with my books?? just had to suffer in silence for a week ba..hope that after the holi is gone..it will be better..hope so..


gonna miss you badly sheep..

brandz.panguin.

haix..gonna have my sch holis soon and just gonna spend all the time with my books alr..haix..did planned to go out but in the end, cant meet so no choice , just have to spend time with my books..haix..one week may seem to be flying quite fast but when it comes to a bad news, it just keep moving so slowly..haiz..dunno wad to do sia..anyway if its meant to be like this..then i cant change it..haiz..feeling damn depressed now..one week of not seeing ppl is theworst thing ever in my life la..most of our imaginations dun come true..haiz..just feel like meeting that someone but the prob is that person not free for the whole week..cant imagine how lifes during the holis will be like la..suffering in silence ba..haiz..no one to talk to currently sia..is life meant to be like this?? Unhappiness?? Maybe..


do take care of yourself during the holis ya..haiz..so sad i cant meet u for one week la!!!

brandz.panguin.

Argh!! wa..just a few days b4 school holis start..and we have been given so much homework sia...the worst is maths la...its like so much?!?!? but nvm la..love doing them..hahaha...today during physics, we watched the earth day 2009 in youtube and its so nice la...the penguin in the video was so cute la..the way it move..hahaha..and just heard today that after the school holis got chemistry test and A maths test la!! tests just keep on coming into our schedule sia..haiz..so stressed now..i swear im going to use at least 2days of the holis to relax myself la though i know i have no time to waste but i have to relax myself too..if carry on studying..will become siao de...dunno how my holis will be like sia..boring? upset? haiz..dunno la..ltr still have to do english homework sia...omg!!! Tmr have got parent meeting session with the form teacher sia..die le..confirm when i go back im so gonna get screwed up by my parents la...haiz..wad to do..just have to face reality lor...hahahha...i gtg le...bb!!! good luck to everyone when ur parents meet the teachers!!!

brandz.panguin.

haiz.i dun even dare to tell my parents bout my results sia..cos my results r like so pathetic?!?!? haiz..reli dunno wad to do now sia..must do better for MYE le..today in school just happened to be so dull and sadness just seem to surround me everytime..haiz..didnt get to talk to that person until SS period la..and im so not going to take the CLASS DIARY...wads wrong with just forgetting to take it a few times?!?! haiz..that matter just seem to spoil my whole day after that la..today A maths, was totally restless la..brain stuck..then cant solve the maths ques given to us la..but when the lesson was ending alr, my brain suddenly start to work onli alittle la..after school lessons, have CCA and it was like so boring, my team just kept running around the whole school to improve on our "PHYSICAL"..hahaha..after that saw the band practicing for their SYF and the music that they were playing was super soothing to the ears la..i like it so much sia!! Finally our class r going to have a CLASS-TEE!!! black and light green in colour..believe its going to be so nice!!ahhaha...gtg le..bb!!


so not going to take care of that class diary anymore...

will i be able to meet u during the hoils anot??? i hope can ba...

brandz.panguin.

Though the common test has finished..but the results r not to my expectation la..its all like borderline?!?!?! So pathetic rite..my MYE, im so gonna study hard for it man..haiz..my english was the worst among all!!! But the thing that spoilt my day was i realised i flunked both of my language ppr..im reli so depressed now...haiz...Physics was like 24/40, Chemistry 26/50, Biology 29/40, Amaths 24/40, Emaths 45/50, Geography 11/15, SS was like just passed?!?!?! 6/12 sia...haiz..The two worst ppr was English and Chinese la!!! 5/25 and 21.5/50 la!! so bad!! This is the time i did badly for my common test k...haiz..Today had Emaths test agn...Do halfway until my brain stopped and i just couldnt tink how to do it..haiz..a class test after common test...brain stucked now... i must really study hard alr!! Other than my academics, still have one chemical car competition to do and st john stuff la..haiz..still haven done my st john project sia..nvm la..anyway planning not to do it anymore le..dun wish to get the badge alr..so much thing to do la and the deadline is like wednesday la!! im so not goin to do it..nid to focus more on my studies le..haiz...today in school, i was so restless la..after seeing all my results..then durig english lesson, we watched an hindu or indian movie...and it was super touching la..almost cried but didnt..the story was all bout a nine year old boy, Inu, who was suffering from dyslexia..but he was talented in art and his was much better than his teacher and the most wors part was that the parents of the young boy didnt know that he was suffering from such a sickness and thought that he was showing attitude problem in his studies and in school..haix..poor thing sia the little boy..super touching..that show brought to me a great importance la.."every child is talented and clever.." That sentence triggered my emotions during class la..how i wish can watch that movie agn...haiz..have to go le..bye!!!




doraemon(female version)when will u be able to get back ur phone??

brandz.panguin.

Yea!! Finally..my first common test has finished..but hope that all my results will be good and pass with good marks ba..haiz..got a feeling that i did not do well for most of them..but wads done cant be undone...but my goal is to do well for my other upcoming exams..today got my geog ppr la..11/15..i dropped alittle sia!!! haiz..scared for my other exam results la!!! argh!! haiz..tmr still got FAC camp sia...so boring!! i sick still have to go sia..haiz..wonder how the camp goin to be like.. the competition must do well alr...jia you jia you AC team!! we can do it...today in school seems to be so short sia...feeling so sick now sia!! having flu and headache la..today during maths lesson..was fun at the beginning but soon, it started to be so boring and i got moody sia...thanks alot to zhu xi for giving chewing gum to chew during lessons...(chewing keeps me awake k)!!! but unfortunately, i swallowed it down my throat la..hahahaha..ltr still have to pack my bag for camp sia...dunno wad to bring cos no checklist given by them la...hahaha..dun feel like going now...wad to do...its meant to be like this...




good luck for ur results k...im sure u can do it de..so dun worry k...jia you jia you...all the best!!
btw can i meet u one of the days during the school holis anot??

brandz.panguin.

haiz...as the day goes by...it just seems to be so dull and hurting to the eyes when u see such a bad results right in front of you..when i got my a maths paper, surprisingly i passed la...but when it came to my english results..my heart as though was coming out from my mouth k..i flunked very badly la..haiz..today chem and bio was super difficult fr me la..haiz..tmr still got mother tongue ct..i must do well for it!!! haiz..have to go study le...byes!!!


pls dun get stressed over the papers k...take it easy..i believe you can do it de...good luck to you ya!! all the best...

brandz.panguin.

haiz..tmr will be biology and chemistry ppr la..haiz..no mood to study too...can u just tell me wads wrong with you anot?? pls...i feel bad la everyday see ur face so glummy...haiz..or r u just unhappy?? today in school early morning...damn!! i was almost late for school...but the day in school just happen to be so dull..just dunno why..today had my humanities ppr..ss and geog..SS...argh!! i didnt had enough time to finish the whole thing but in the end, had to cut short for the essay..after that my hand was freaking pain la!!!!geog happened to be quite alrite but the setter gave so many lines which happen to be only 4mrks sia...scare almost everyone in the class la...haiz..have to get back to my studies alr...



can u tell me what to do to help you then..i dun wish to keep on seeing u like this..

brandz.panguin.

haiz...the day seems to be so dull always..not a single soul beside me at all..wad to do..haiz..tmr is goin to my humanties paper, SS and GEOG!! there r 3 things that is so important..Studies, life and ____ ..haiz...ltr going to sit down and concentrate on my studies alr...pls bless me that i am able to pass my common test with good marks... haiz..Brain is not functioning lately..not really sure why la..haiz..can someone just appear in front and tell me what to do??!! haiz..



sheep..tinking of u now..

brandz.panguin.